Well Then

I said I was going to write more, but I didn't. I do that a lot, say things then not do them. These days I just don't have as much time for the interwebs as I used to.

I've got some issues. I'm not sure where the base lies, because I haven't taken the time to pick things over as well as normal. I have been sleeping a LOT. I don't know if that's because I am depressed, or if I'm depressed because I'm sleeping so much. Most of my awake time is at night, in the dark. I miss the sun.

I hate being on midnights, and I hate being on midnights with all the other staff being there. It's slow, and boring, and there's more than a few people I dislike. Plus, all the team leads are there. Mind you, we only have 4 left, and they don't really do much... Too many people(team leads included) are simply using midnights as a play time. We're going to end up losing the contract, I can see it coming. And while I hate my job, I hate change even more.

Speaking of change, things have been changing quite a bit. I quit the forum I've belonged to for umpteen million years because I found out that quite a few people there dislike me. They think I intentionally start fights, or drama, and that I'm self absorbed and self pitying. I just can't handle the levels of hatred that radiate from their posts. The ones worth talking to have my msn address.

Well this has just turned into just a big bitch fest. I always promised myself that my blog would not become my online diary, but it has. I should probably break out the old fashioned pen and paper and use that for my emotional outbursts and find a way to make this blog more entertaining. Though, only kaity reads it.